Good Morning people!
It's 9.42am and I'm awake, on Facebook, Twitter and Blog. Downloading this iTunes software thing. Seems pretty cool. Not like I have an iPod or what la :P
Woke up at 7.15am to renew my driving license which I never used for the past 3 years! This is the funniest thing ever. People still ask "How I ever did get my license?". Go figure wei! The answer is so obvious! Not sure if I'm allowed to reveal it here, just in case some blog tracker put me on jail, koyak sial. Cannot really blame me why I did it 3 years back, I was only 17! My dad said it's the best thing to do, and he didnt want me to delay my license anymore. So I follow lorr.. :) It's not something proud but I admit my mistakes. Don't follow my footsteps, it's terrible.
I rememebered how Nigel used to teach me like 2 years ago? My mom would pay him like RM20 to teach me how to drive and it was fun la those times. The first practise right, i drove round and around in 20km/j at the pasar malam opposite Kavita's. So bodoh wei. Then I started to drive around Taman Petaling School, and then this Wei Theng and Ken would record my driving from behind, laughing at me all. Crazy people! Haha. those were good times :) Now, no more adi. Everyone's busy, I'm busy with my own agenda. Thankfully we still meet for birthdays, same for Sot B gang. At least, we still keep in touch through the email.
It's been a while I'm on my laptop, listening to Hillsongs early in the morning, without anyone looking what I'm doing. Total freedom! Those days in the office, it was pretty difficult cos my boss would showed up at my back randomly! gives me a total shock-ness i tell u..

Cher, myself and Reggy
Its already May, almost half a year gone. Time passed so quickly. Words cannot describe how thankful I am to have You in my life. So many things had happened but it was God's promise and strength who kept me strong til this day. Mixed emotions towards different situation, struggles with confidence, doubt in my own leadership and the things I want to do, worries of the future and burden on my shoulders. It's amazing how God put such challenges ahead me, increasing my faith towards His work in everything i do. I've been richly blessed in my relationship, my work, ministry and finances.. God's blessing and favor has been with me the day I started my work, the day I believe in Him where all things are possible through Christ.
Though things are difficult and challenging, God continued to challenge me to keep giving and sowing in the house of God, preparing myself to sacrifice the material things I value, to learn to put Him first in everything especially monetary. It's faith streching but God never shortchanged me, blessings upon blessings keep pouring and the promises of God during hard times became so real to me. My faith increased and my walk is strenghtened. I learnt to please God first, rather please men. Not many people accepts this, it doesnt matter to me anymore. Whats more important is what appears in the eyes of God.
Was a church on tuesday, practising for my preaching test with Cher. And we ended up talking til 4am. Pity Zia Hau, waiting for us to finish. We talked and shared our problems, and the challenges we faced dealing with the past. It made me realised alot of things, nobody is prefect. We have own weaknesses, own habits, own past and flaws. But God is good, He can turn them into blessings in others' life. My past was complicated and dramatic, popularity, boys, relationships, fame, ego, u name it! I enjoyed attention, who doesn't? We're not perfect, we need our family to encourage each other, support and protect each other from falling.
Ahh.. so much to say, and to praise Him!
Anyway, I prepared my first sermon for the coming preaching test. It's real and full of my own personal testimonies, how I've transform and mindset renew. I'm excited to share with my fellow cell members tonight :)